been since newyears eve since i  have checked this xanga.  i've had to do alot of thinking about what i really want to do with myself.  the relationship with jaimie was a bust for those of u who didn't here.  she and i were just not meant to be.  what am i supposed to do when my girlfriend is just a straight up bitch to a girl who is a friend?  well, she dumped me, so i feel better about it. 

right now girls are just confusing me, and i don't know why, but i believe i should be back at bethany already.  this is all so confusing.  in other news, i got a new car.  also, iwould like to make an official good bye to everybody on the track team who is leaving bethany next year.  it was a great year, and for those graduating, i wish u all the best of luck, and for those transfering i wish u good luck with ur running and education.

winter break is coming to a close, and i have never been happier about that before in my life.  this winter break has been less than stellar, and to top it all off, the new years eve party that i was going to is not even happening tonight.  so, there is a chance that i could be home on new years eve.  to think that i came home with hope of having the best winter break ever, and what i got was the worst.  now, i would like to point out that this break did have it's high points, and i should not be ranting at some people who i got to see fairly often.  now, i would like to announce that if my plans go through i will not be back here this summer for what will be another lame break.  i am hoping to get an internship up in omaha, so it is so long to lame breaks in kc.  i'm out of here on monday, and hope never to come back.

hey, i know it's been awhile since i've updated, and i know that alot of u don't read this anymore anyways, but i guess i will tell u all how i have been doing.

running has gotten alot better.  i am no longer injured, and although i was not to pleased w/ my time at the first indoor meet, i have accepted that things will get better, and i just have not gotten used to having to run around a 200 meter track, running twice the laps.  i would like to thank all of u who came out to support me.

finals were actually not that bad.  i think i did pretty well on all of them.  my birthday was on saturday the tenth and although i had to sit at a track meet all day, it wasn't that bad.  i would like to thank keegan and jaimie for stopping by my room on midnight the night before the track meet, just so we could be the first to celebrate my b-day.

on to a more serious, yet still very happy note.  for those of you who really hung around me during that spring and summer before i went off to college, you guys can really back me up when i say that i was a mess.  i was making way to big over two girls, each at a different time.  well, something that i was told, but never truly experienced until this last month was that there are other fish in the sea.  i have met a truly awesome girl in college and am thinking that this is going to be great.  i am not sure that i have ever felt this way about any girl.  she is one of the coolest people i have ever met, and i have met some really cool people.  again, i feel so much more confident around her than i have ever felt.  well, hope everybody else is doing great.  have an awesome break, and i hope to see all of you around.

alright, time for me to try something.  pics from halloween.  more will come later, i hope.  tell me if these work or do not work

Eddie on ceiling

Halloween runners in ash front: eddie, aimee, me, matt jones, mike   back: frankie, james

matt jones and frankie on ceiling of ash

as greek gods and goddess:  mike, aimee, me

frankie, mike, and aimee

the greek gods and goddess in aimee's room:  mike (hermes), me (poseidon), matt jones (hades), frankie (zeus), and aimee (athena).